{"id":1342,"date":"2025-06-22T13:20:03","date_gmt":"2025-06-22T17:20:03","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/blog.sherryquanlee.com\/?p=1342"},"modified":"2025-06-22T13:20:03","modified_gmt":"2025-06-22T17:20:03","slug":"another-first-draft-may-11-2025","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.sherryquanlee.com\/?p=1342","title":{"rendered":"ANOTHER FIRST DRAFT MAY 11, 2025"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I have had a lot of pent up anger. Say &#8220;Amen&#8221; if &#8220;you too&#8221;&#8211;but finally I was able to let it out with a poem, this poem. However, I have yet to be able to revise it. Revision may not be able to make it better, or maybe revision will discover the truth, the real truth I haven&#8217;t yet been able to articulate. Maybe I will be able to &#8220;show and not tell&#8221; but sometimes is that really necessary?<\/p>\n<p>What\u2019s it like to live in a country that hates you?<\/p>\n<p>It feels like anger, it feels like fear<br \/>\nIt feels like a joke, it has to be a joke.<br \/>\nIt feels surreal. Not fantasy, nightmare.<br \/>\nName the aggressions, the aggressors.<br \/>\nAggression a weak word. Name the<br \/>\nKillers of love, of hope, of faith. The<br \/>\nOligarchs. The kings, the bad guys<br \/>\n(and women) (most of them)<br \/>\narent the color black.<br \/>\nThe movies had it all wrong. Black or<br \/>\nWhite, black and white. There is a<br \/>\nRainbow and the pot of gold at the<br \/>\nEnd does not belong to MAGA fans.<br \/>\nThe wind blows in a different direction.<br \/>\nDemocrats and progressives, liberals<br \/>\nOf all fighting minds know America<br \/>\nHas never been great, and never will<br \/>\nBe for the working class, the poor. I say<br \/>\nMake America Great, period. I say find<br \/>\nA slogan that is doable. I say feed the<br \/>\nChildren , educate the children, I say<br \/>\nYes to the browning of America, to<br \/>\nAll the colors all the genders. I say We<br \/>\nAre tired but not weak. I say protest<br \/>\nMy friends and we don\u2019t have to love<br \/>\nOur MAGA neighbors we have to be<br \/>\nAware of them, of their hate, of<br \/>\nTheir destructive actions. It\u2019s not<br \/>\nJust the billionaires, it\u2019s those<br \/>\nWho don\u2019t like Black, Indigenous,<br \/>\nAsian, Chicano\/Chicana who<br \/>\nThink their whiteness gives them<br \/>\nPermission to bully, to kill, to<br \/>\nDisappear us, despite their own<br \/>\nPoverty their own misery. I say<br \/>\nHave my back, not my blood. I<br \/>\nSay I will not forgive you Trump<br \/>\nAnd your family and your cronies<br \/>\nNot today, not tomorrow. I say<br \/>\nLock them up and keep them there,<br \/>\nI say disappear the bad bad people.<br \/>\nI say I\u2019m happy I can finally write<br \/>\nA poem about what I\u2019ve been<br \/>\nFeeling these first 100 days plus<br \/>\nAnd I can breathe again, at least<br \/>\nFor the few minutes it is taking<br \/>\nTo write this poem. I say, yes,<br \/>\nI am afraid, but I say fear keeps<br \/>\nMe awake, keeps me aware, keeps<br \/>\nMe thinking, yes, open Alcatraz<br \/>\nAnd deport all the fascists to reside there,<br \/>\nMaybe even build them a golf course.<\/p>\n<p>Sherry Quan Lee<br \/>\nSunday, May 11, 2025<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I have had a lot of pent up anger. Say &#8220;Amen&#8221; if &#8220;you too&#8221;&#8211;but finally I was able to let it out with a poem, this poem. However, I have yet to be able to revise it. Revision may not be able to make it better, or maybe revision will &#8230;<\/p>\n<p> <a class=\"continue-reading-link\" href=\"https:\/\/blog.sherryquanlee.com\/?p=1342\"><span>Continue reading<\/span><i class=\"crycon-right-dir\"><\/i><\/a> <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[234,229],"tags":[19],"class_list":["post-1342","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-gifts-of-resistance-2025","category-rough-drafts","tag-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.sherryquanlee.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1342","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.sherryquanlee.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.sherryquanlee.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.sherryquanlee.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.sherryquanlee.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1342"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/blog.sherryquanlee.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1342\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1343,"href":"https:\/\/blog.sherryquanlee.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1342\/revisions\/1343"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.sherryquanlee.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1342"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.sherryquanlee.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1342"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.sherryquanlee.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1342"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}