{"id":1333,"date":"2025-04-28T17:51:54","date_gmt":"2025-04-28T21:51:54","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/blog.sherryquanlee.com\/?p=1333"},"modified":"2025-04-28T17:51:54","modified_gmt":"2025-04-28T21:51:54","slug":"sjogrens","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.sherryquanlee.com\/?p=1333","title":{"rendered":"SJOGREN&#8217;S"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>April is also Sjogren&#8217;s Awareness Month. https:\/\/sjogrens.org\/understanding-sjogrens\/glossary<\/p>\n<p>Sjogren\u2019s<\/p>\n<p>Not a dry eye in seventy some years<br \/>\nI was always crying about something.<br \/>\nBut now, no more tears.  Eyes dry<br \/>\nlike the rivers and lakes, dry like<br \/>\na reservoir empty of dreams.<\/p>\n<p>I was told my eyes were too dry<br \/>\nfor cataract surgery.  I would have<br \/>\nto medicate to cry.  The cost was<br \/>\ntoo high for the prescription so<br \/>\nI continued to <em>Refresh<\/em> daily with<br \/>\nover the counter eye drops.<\/p>\n<p>The next vision appointment<br \/>\nI think the ophthalmologist forgot<br \/>\nwho I was, so many of us are old(er).<br \/>\nAppointments were made, surgery<br \/>\nwas scheduled.<\/p>\n<p>Soon I was anesthetized and the<br \/>\ncloudy cataract was removed; and,<br \/>\nagain, three weeks later the right one<br \/>\nwas gone too.<\/p>\n<p>The fog is gone and my world is<br \/>\nclear and bright, but my eyes<br \/>\nremain dry as the red wine bottled<br \/>\nunopened on the counter. <\/p>\n<p>Monocular lenses let me see stars<br \/>\nat night and road signs&#8211;where\u2019s<br \/>\nthe next McDonalds, the next<br \/>\ngas station.<\/p>\n<p>But, I still need to <em>Refresh<\/em> several<br \/>\ntimes daily, and not just my eyes.<\/p>\n<p>Autoimmune symptoms assure me<br \/>\nmy body is a battle zone of pins<br \/>\nand needles and muscle cramps.<br \/>\nEach sharp pain, each weak leg,<br \/>\nthe back.<\/p>\n<p>Do I care what the diagnosis is,<br \/>\nwhat is or isn\u2019t related to Sjogrens?<br \/>\nLabels are restrictive and can\u2019t<br \/>\ndefine me.  I am<\/p>\n<p>alive, no matter what an x-ray<br \/>\nindicates, or whether or not<br \/>\nI can get out of bed today. <\/p>\n<p>I live one symptom at a time.<\/p>\n<p>Sherry Lee<br \/>\nApril 6, 2023<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>April is also Sjogren&#8217;s Awareness Month. https:\/\/sjogrens.org\/understanding-sjogrens\/glossary Sjogren\u2019s Not a dry eye in seventy some years I was always crying about something. But now, no more tears. Eyes dry like the rivers and lakes, dry like a reservoir empty of dreams. I was told my eyes were too dry for &#8230;<\/p>\n<p> <a class=\"continue-reading-link\" href=\"https:\/\/blog.sherryquanlee.com\/?p=1333\"><span>Continue reading<\/span><i class=\"crycon-right-dir\"><\/i><\/a> <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[80],"tags":[19,232],"class_list":["post-1333","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poetry","tag-poetry","tag-sjogrens"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.sherryquanlee.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1333","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.sherryquanlee.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.sherryquanlee.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.sherryquanlee.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.sherryquanlee.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1333"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/blog.sherryquanlee.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1333\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1334,"href":"https:\/\/blog.sherryquanlee.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1333\/revisions\/1334"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.sherryquanlee.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1333"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.sherryquanlee.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1333"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.sherryquanlee.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1333"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}